Missing Amma

Amma left us on 21st October 2012, Sunday, at around 1:55pm. I was working in the office when I received the news. Amma took her last breath in the car once she reached the compound of No.6. I guess she had been wanting it all this while...

It has been four weeks plus since Amma left us, and up till today, tears still roll down my cheeks whenever I go through the photos we took together. Amma's strong determination and will power to get through Wei's wedding and receptions will always be remembered among us. The pain of losing Amma is still so strong although we believe she's already at a much better place now... It had been ages ago since I last cried myself to sleep and I have been doing this so much recently... Puffy and swollen eyes to work seems normal nowadays... I just hope I will wake up one day and accept the fact gladly that Amma is at a much better place...

Hopefully, Amma is already reborn in the world of Nirvana...

阿嬷，真的很想念你呢...在另一个个世界过得还好么？想念牵着你的手睡觉、想念你的笑容、想念你诵诗、想念着你的一切一切...只想告诉你，来世若有机会我们再当祖孙好吗？阿嬷，我爱你...

Amma smiling happily after Wei kissed her on the cheek at the end of his wedding reception. Taken on 16th Sep 2012, Hotel Equtorial Melaka.