It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad
I thought we'd get to see forever but forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road is going to lead
All I know is where we've been and what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow, I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories to be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories to be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Dark Secret

Revealing one of the darkest secret to the BFF and I let out a sigh of relief. A burden lifted from the shoulders, someone finally understands why I am who I am today.

Thanks Kakak, for listening. The tight hug and scolding for not revealing to you all these years gave me the reassurance I needed that I'm not alone going through this torturous journey.

Hoping that one day will come when I'm able to practice the teachings of the Buddha and learn to forgive.

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单身旅程

想念那一次的单身旅程。

享受着思绪慢慢沉淀,让自己可以重新出发的那种感觉。

希望很快又可以踏上旅途,找回那曾经打从心里微笑的那个我。

一年了吗?

转眼间阿嬤离开我们一年了。

感觉上仿佛阿嬤刚刚离开,心里的痛一直都没有减少。每天提醒自己要放下,朋友也劝我要学会放下,但就是固执的放不下。尤其是在21日当天更是对公司讨厌到了极点。我憎恨这一份工作让我失去了陪伴阿嬤走她生命中的最后一程。如果不是因为deadline被提前了一个星期,我就不会留下遗憾了。

那遗憾让我在多少个夜里流着泪入眠。那遗憾所带来的痛让我失控的狂踩油门。那遗憾让我一次又一次的责问自己那么拼命为了工作是为了什么?那遗憾将永远烙印在我的心中。

放下,真有那么容易吗?有谁可以告诉我怎样才可以放下那遗憾,放下对阿嬤的思念,放下人人都必须面对"死别"的痛。。?

Wish #1

Wishing for that one day, hand in hand, we will be strolling along Yarra River, enjoying the night view of Melbourne's skyline. Something I've always wished to do.

Night view of Melbourne skyline along Yarra River. Taken in Feb'13.

Big Pockets?

Girls need handbags to carry all their stuffs, but guys?

Everything in his pocket this morning.

As long as they have their wallet, ciggies, phone and car keys, they survive the day. 

Bubbles

Seeing the bubbles floating in the air, I smiled without realising, from the bottom of my heart.

Simple happiness to me is like seeing bubbles being pulled into the sky, that's what I learnt today.

Thanks Faris, for bringing back the simple happiness I have almost forgotten.

How I wish I can see bubbles like today for every day I live...